Closer to being SO back~
A little preview of getting closer to being back in routine since moving to NYC, and even closer to feeling "back" since becoming a Mother
I had a really great interview yesterday for a job I really hope I get. alignment was the theme. I kinda had a feeling it’d be really good, but when I got there and felt the energy it was better than I even imagined. Okay guys, this week has been heavy- the past two weeks have been heavy. I am half black half persian (happy Juneteenth btw) and it goes without saying as a persian american you can’t help to have what’s going on at the top of your mind. I think in general- we all have been spiraling a little.
The night before last I felt so heavy and couldn’t sleep because I had just been replaying the horrors of the world and also collective speculations. This year has served as the biggest lesson to me that we cannot buy into everything we read online, not the news, not people who claim to be all knowing healers for the hood. We really must use better discernment, and tap into our inner knowing. How do we do that?
Distractions, education, being present with your child, taking care of yourself, and education:
Books I am reading: James Baldwin Everybody’s Protest Novel; Last night a DJ saved my life
Series: Danish Series on Netflix- Secrets We Keep, Echo Valley movie (really dumb af but watch it anyways), and LOVE ISLAND USA (I am trying to FF to the Huda drama)
Self care: Creating a new Tik Tok personality in delusion to become rich with ease, baths with epsom salt, practicing my TCM points for weight loss, running again, doing the laundry alone, recording affirmations on voicenotes
Take a step back and subtract what’s making you feel shitty out of the equation
For me right now that’s less IG and threads. Threads is full of ignorant propaganda and at first I loved threads, but right now it’s not been great for the mental health. I have actively not been scrolling today also aside from a little tik tok, and substack and it’s really lightened my mood. Like I said above collectively we cannot move forward like this. I know a lot of my subscribers here are a little “woo woo” like me and here is the basis.
We uplift ourselves to manifestion amazing outcomes for our personal lives, but when it comes to the worlds safety or state of the world we intake so many different views from media, mostly dark and negative. Then we start to feel fear, and guess what we are manifesting and pushing forward then? And if you think the government or powers that be are not hip to collective consciousness, guess again. This is all apart of the plan. So many of us were born in this time to fight against this.
Reprogram your mind with a protocol
Around the last full moon I shared my protocol for boosting manifestations and becoming more uplifted.